Esther 4
Scripture
Then Esther sent this reply to Mordecai: “Go, gather together all the Jews who are in Susa, and fast for me. Do not eat or drink for three days, night or day. I and my attendants will fast as you do. When this is done, I will go to the king, even though it is against the law. And if I perish, I perish.”
Observation
After discovering Haman’s evil plan for the annihilation of the Jews, Mordecai sends word to Esther and appeals for her to seek mercy from the king. Esther is initially reluctant to appear before the king without being summoned by him, as the penalty for doing so is death. Mordecai reminds Esther that, should the edict be carried out, her position in the palace would not protect her from suffering the same fate as her fellow Jews. Esther informs Mordecai to assemble intercessors on behalf of her mission and agrees to petition the king for deliverance, even if it costs her life.
Understanding
Only someone who has placed their life totally in the sovereign plan of Almighty God could make the statement of absolute trust and surrender that Esther makes - “If I perish, I perish.” The apparent flippancy with which she says this only serves to further accentuate her total submission to whatever the will of God would determine the result of her obedience to be. This episode from the Old Testament is not merely past history, but is a current event that is being played out in the lives of countless believers throughout the world as Christians are being made to choose between a bold confession of Christ or martyrdom. Even as Esther sought out the mourning, prayers and fasting of her kinsmen for deliverance in the face of possible death, the Spirit calls the church to pray and intercede on behalf of our brothers and sisters whose lives hang in the balance for their testimony of faith; as surely as did Esther’s and that of the entire Jewish race.
Life Application
They triumphed over [Satan] by the blood of the Lamb and by the word of their testimony; they did not love their lives so much as to shrink from death.